[[MORE]]cabradine replied to your post *hugs tight* Are you okay? Not really. I don’t know if you noticed, but I have a complicated relationship with my mom. AKA: I fucking hate her. Well, because of recent shit that I won’t get into, we had to see each other. For a while, my dad was on my side and agreed that she’s terrible. Then, all of a sudden, she’s...
[[MORE]]I didn’t want to lose my dad too, but I guess it was inevitable.
[[MORE]]I had to tumbler savior mother’s day because it was honestly making me uncomfortable to see mention’s of it. I’m so fucked up.
[[MORE]]I hate my family. I hate them so much. They’re all fucking hypocrites. “We’re okay with your mom this week, so you have to be too. We’re all a big happy family!” No we’re not. We never have been. And the fact that I have to lie and pretend and act like some perfect fucking daughter just to not get yelled at hurts. It hurts so much. I have to be...
[[MORE]] So, want to ruin the progress I was making? Want to make me go from happy to completely having a fucking panic attack? Shaking and crying? Tell me to fucking tell my mom happy mother’s day. This… I can’t… She wouldn’t visit you in the hospital. All she cared about was getting her shit back. But, no. Let’s pretend that didn’t happen because...
[[MORE]]The new Hyperbole and a Half completely describes how I feel right now better than I ever could. She’s really good at that. I just hope I get to the happiness part eventually…
[[MORE]]I honestly feel completely worthless and I don’t understand why anyone wants to be around me. I’m not worth anyone’s time.
Thank you, April. I really needed that.
Small health update: [[MORE]] So, here goes. I know it’s been a while since I said anything. And I hate doing that. But, yeah. Basically… I WAS feeling better. Like, I was able to be awake for a while… And then I got the worst period I’ve had in months. :/ I won’t go into detail, but yeah. It’s not fun right now. I hate this. I feel like… my body is...
[[MORE]]I’m sorry I’ve been so absent. My back pain is so bad that sleeping is pretty much the only way I can not be in pain. It’ll pass. It always does. But for right now, I have to rest.
I was stupid and did some cleaning and now my back is out. *sigh* I’m just gonna go crawl under a rock…
person: stop apologizing.
me: wait fuck, no sorry i didn't mean--
me: shit, sorry i--
me: SORRY I MEANT--
me: GOD FUCKING DAMNIT SORRY I WASN'T THINKING--
me: wait no fuck shit sorry i did it again i--
best-of-funny: sexwithsquidward: “Same sex couples shouldn’t be able to adopt because their kids will get bullied for having two moms or two dads” hey instead of not allowing same sex couples to adopt maybe you should teach your little shitty kids not to bully X
Bunch of personal shit: [[MORE]]So, I never got around to talking about this, because there was so much shit going on, but here goes. I can’t go to Southwest until MAYBE next year. I can’t afford it (for a lot of reasons that I really don’t want to get into). I just… It hurts. Because I finally DID it. I finally fucking forced myself to apply and got accepted. And then...
kaalashnikov: having ocs is weird some of them are just like ideas and concepts while others are like people living inside your head demanding a nice room and snacks and attention and occasionally they poke you in the feelings when you’re least expecting it some of them you spend forever coaxing out from a dark corner of your mind with some candy and some of them are always up in your face
Changed my avi. Now me and april are twinsies.
It’s too hot to knit. Make it stahp.
Puddle: We'll give 10,000 to the person that can bring in Maxis Man.
Potato: NO WE'RE NOT!
I really need a new phone number. :/
my-wintersoldier: connorsrockinbooty: there is no friendship in mario kart it’s all fun and games until somebody picks rainbow road.
What’s funny is that I’m like: “I joined a new fandom!” All that’s going to happen is that I’ll reblog some shit every now and then. Just like all my fandoms. I’m so bad at being in fandoms.
aendrl replied to your post: yesthatdana replied to your post: Just warning… hiss
yesthatdana replied to your post: Just warning everyone, while I was sick, I beat… OH MAN THATS HARD CORE. I only beat it once before I got distracted cause I literally have 4 other new games I need to play so im LIKE FUCK. NICE WORK. p4g is magical * v* I’m pretty hardcore
Just warning everyone, while I was sick, I beat Persona 4 Golden twice. Welcome to me entering a new fandom. I hope you enjoy your stay.
Made a new youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/kaxeriny Got two strikes on my other one, soooo…. Should be uploading a new video in a few days. So look forward to that!
The urge to make an Etsy store is growing stronger. I kinda want to figure out how to knit, like, cell-phone charms or something, though. But the only patterns that would give me ideas… are for crochet.
ryu-gemini: whenever anyone draws anything for me i just
batceline: the worst part of creating an original character is figuring out their last name
So, apparently, I don’t have con crud. I have a full blown cold. Yaaaaay. *sigh* And it’s getting worse. Imma go sleep…
Just wanted everyone to know that I’m back from MTAC. It was a lot of fun. :3 As I expected, though, my body does not agree. Con crud has hit and my back hurts. A lot. Sooo, gonna take a few days to recover. :( Oh well. Totally worth it!
[[MORE]] I’m in enough pain that I feel like I’m going to be sick. Also, my mom has a knack for being able to KNOW this and texting me her bullshit at just the right times. She’s coming over Friday. Thank GOD I won’t be here. Now, I’m going to go to sleep and try and sleep this off before MTAC.
One random thing before I disappear for the night: I found out that to see who WINS the AMV contest, I have to go to the cosplay contest. I… don’t know why. Oh well. That’ll be cool, I’m sure. God, I hope I win. ;-;
My dad’s finally back home. :D Probably not going to be on much tonight because of it. Plus, still recovering from… whatever I have.
I’m all kinds of not feeling good. So, I’m going to try and sleep whatever this is off. Uggghh…. I better not be sick…
I should start making comic music videos with Blue Beetle. This is a thing I should do.
Intarsia was made by the devil to tempt knitters to the dark side. At least that’s going to be my excuse for rarely doing it.
Just gonna put this project down for the night or else I’m going to throw it against the room. I know I can do this, but JESUS it’s frustrating.
I keep restarting the project I’m making for TM and getting frustrated. >.< I just want to make this damn thing! /sob